Saturday, January 21, 2012

Frustrated is an Understatement...

This whole week, heck make that this whole month, has been frustrating and long and just one of those weeks/months that make me wanna scream and pull hair out. Between the ex and the kids and the man in my life...I swear life is out to get me! Get done with a bout of pneumonia and 2 kids having bronchitis and they both still have a nagging cough and 1 still keeps running fevers...
The ex keeps making things all about the "us" that used to be and how he wants me to come to my senses and get back together with him...after telling me that he's trying to get with this girl. I wish him luck, he thinks I want him back, but honestly after almost 7 months I've moved on more than he has obviously.
The guy I'm seeing...another interesting story...maybe another time :) but at least most of the time we're on the same page and he makes me smile.

I keep having interesting dreams about my childhood and remembering things that I haven't thought of for years...an eye opening experience for sure, but not always a bad thing.
Still trying to get to the point where I write every day, but sometimes I just don't have the words to express things. Hoping this gets easier...

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Ok, So I already skipped a couple days...

Trying to get back to writing isn't as easy as I thought it would be...sometimes I have a bunch of ideas and can't get them out quick enough. Other times I sit and stare at the screen and wonder what to say.
Side note, what kind of twisted sense of humor does it take to schedule a divorce hearing for Valentine's Day? I mean really? It's bad enough that it wasn't final when it was supposed to be, but now I have the added fun of going to court on Valentine's...this should be interesting.
Kids are feeling better for the most part, aside from the nagging cough that won't go away. And joy of joys, we're supposed to get a snowstorm between tonight and tomorrow night. They're saying up to 7+ inches in some areas. YAY...not!

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Had to Take a Break...

I'm going to try and post at least a thought every day. I've been taking a break to look at how things are in my life compared to how I want them to be.
Plus, the kids and I have been sick. Bronchitis for them, pneumonia for me. Not pleasant by any means but we're all on the path to getting better.
Today's thought: One Day at a Time...