It's been kinda crazy around here this week, at least emotionally. I've been up and down on this crazy emotional rollercoaster, and of course it's not been made any easier by the hormonal changes @ this particular time of the month. Going back and forth on so many things.
Other than that, it hasn't been too bad. We had our first snowfall of the season today. I have 2 court dates for the divorce and child support and whatever else they wanna throw at me. I have my youngest staying with me tonight, even though it's dad's week, and thankfully dad is willing to help make his transition easier. He stays with me usually at least 1 or 2 days during dad's week. It helps him to know that no matter what I'm still here and he can still be with me.
Have Caitlin's IEP tomorrow, so I probably won't get to see Gabe since Grandma's gonna get him off the bus, so tonight will partially make up for that. It's gonna be a busy couple of weeks...between now and December 16, I have 2 IEP meetings, an SSI appointment, Thanksgiving, helping mom and my sister move and TWO court dates. WOW...the fun part is making sure I have the gas to do what I need to get done.
At least I have all the bills paid for the month.
Last night Chad and I sat and talked for a good while, and just tried to feel some things out as far as my feelings towards my soon-to-be ex. It's weird to me to feel the way I do sometimes. But it really does help knowing that he at least somewhat understands. I just keep feeling like this is only going to last so long and then I'll be back in the same emotional boat I was in before...
On a positive note, all the kids are getting along and no fighting :) yay me!
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